i feel weak as fuck. my body has progressively become weaker, im in so much pain from the atl concert and i cant shake it off like i usually do… yet i still refuse to eat large meals or anything at all, really. but at least the concert was absolutely amazing.
How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.
it’s so hard to put on a happy face to everyone around me when inside i am literally churning with anxiety and fear.